Uhm, hi blog. Remember me? Yeah, I know. We used to be really close. I'm sorry my faith wavered, but I'm back now and I desperately hope you'll forgive me. I know, I know. Its been months. But I was really wishing we could look past it? And start fresh?
Yes...?
Ugh, thank you blog. You are such a saint. I dont know why you bother settling for me. You deserve so much better...
So lets get right to it.
I am well... hmm, wow. I havent done this in such a long time, I've completely forgotten how to do whatever it is I am attempting to do. Uhm, do you take this man to be your-- No, that isnt right... I pledge allegiance to the fl-- No, that isnt it either... Here's what you missed on Glee-- Incorrect... Hi my name is Erikka and I'm an alcoholi-- Wrong again.
Lets just start out like this: Do you know what I fear? I fear that God exists, and I have been wasting my life thinking that the notion is implausible. I constantly worry that if He or She or It or Whatever is out there, what does that person or thing do with all the non-believers who are still very decent people? Honestly, I'm worried that I'll go to Hell, if it exists.
Life is long, but death is longer.
And although I believe that when we die, we simply turn back into the rotting piles of shit we can sometimes be... I cant help but wonder. I believe the truly ignorant are those who can accept no other alternatives and cant even begin to conceive other possibilities.
... In other news, here. Have a praying bunny. 
How's that for damn rejuvenation?
