I am on the cusp of my life
peering into the pit

And as I stare into the darkness
I cant help but think

What is dark
and what is simply unlit

Rant

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Rant Ranty Rant Rant.

I am so happy I am out of high school; god, such petty immaturity. Its just so pathetic. I don't know why some people just don't grow up. Now, I want to slough off all the people I put up with and used to know and be friends with. I believe its time for a new start. And however I am not looking forward to going to a local community college, I am absolutely giddy about meeting new people and just starting fresh.

What a relief that'll be, eh?

Sorry for the spittle of negativity. Thanks for handling it.

Strife vs. Strive

After much struggle and debate, I have come to the conclusion that I do not want to do something with my life.

I need to.

I can't be stuck here, wasting my time on hopes and wishes that one day the universe will rotate to my favor and simply click on for me. No, I've got to make myself happy. I've got to strive and flourish. I can't wait another day for a meteor to fall from the sky, granting me impossibilities. And if that means sticking my neck out, getting turned down, having rejection as a constant companion, so be it jedi.

I need to start living before its too late.

I am

alive

       and waiting for the

sunrise

,

here in the kingdom that has no end.