The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo

TGWTDT hits home. I didn't know it until now, but in many ways, I am Lisbeth Salander. I can relate to that woman so much, its actually scary.

I bet you wouldnt know it, though.

This Time Maybe I'll Be Bulletproof.

Perhaps its because I haven't had dance in a couple days, so my body is all messed up and I'm not high off of exercise or something, but I can't tell if I'm tired or sleepy. I don't know. I feel all dull. Like a RoseArt crayon.

Tonight is one of those night's where the world just doesn't seem big enough. Or maybe its one of those nights where the world is right at my fingertips, I just need to reach out and grasp it. Its a toss up really. Funny how two opposite concepts can be so similar to their core when you break them down.

I don't even know what I'm saying.



Maybe its time to go to bed.

everything hurts

everything hurts

stars

I want to wake up. I want to walk on different streets. See different faces. See how they shine and reflect off the waters of their lives.

Its time to move on.

There's so much I want to accomplish and achieve before my time is up. I just want to get up and get my blood pumping.

People.

I literally don't understand how some people can be so self assured and pretentious about certain things. Perhaps it will sound proud, but I don't think I have a single pretentious bone in my body. I couldn't even deal with the thought of it; in fact, the trait sort of disgusts me... Maybe that's because I have a crippling (aka realistic) sense of self worth and deprecation, but I can't imagine being that lofty. I can't imagine having that much deluded confidence and being that outwardly assuming.

I dunno.

Its sort of fascinating, actually... That is, once you get past the part where you want to smack them in the face with a chair.

Happy October

I'm happy. Elated. 

Life is so surreal sometimes...

What a crazy trip, man.

I don't have anything even somewhat poetic to say.

I'm tired and I'm happy and I'm exhausted

And I'm just plain happy.